lalala.

2009-08-20T22:58:00.003+08:00

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights.
A million flashlights.
A wonderwall of stars.
But the one that's shining out so bright
Is the one where you are.

♥

I wish you'd come back. I just fckn wish. Hope. Whatever.

I never thought it would be this difficult. :(

2009-07-09T19:07:00.001+08:00

Trigonometry and Physics are boring subjects.

Blah. No time to rant.

BUSY. XD

God.

2009-06-28T08:57:00.001+08:00

KEEP FAITH.

It's the Lord's day today! Don't forget to go to Church. :)

HAVE A BLESSED SUNDAY.

2009-06-22T22:21:00.002+08:00

I got a score of 10/10 in our graded recitation in Economics! Gaah. I’m sorry, I’M NOT BOASTING, okay. I just feel so ecstatic! :) So much for hating the subject. xD

I so love Sir Rocky. Haha. :)

Happy Birthday Zach!

2009-06-02T23:45:00.002+08:00

HAPPY, HAPPY BUURRTHDAY ZACH! :D

Zachary Quinto.

2009-05-25T13:06:00.005+08:00

He's evil alright.
But he's HOT and I LOVE him. :D

CHUCKBLAIR.

2009-05-25T10:20:00.004+08:00

Blair: Why aren’t you in Europe?
Chuck: I was, and Paris. Only to get your favourite macaroons from Pierre Herme.
Blair: And Germany?
Chuck: … To pick up your favourite Falke Stockings, you know how I adore them.
Blair: What are you doing here then?
Chuck: You were right, I was a coward running away again. Everywhere I went, you caught up with me. So I had to come back.
Blair: I want to believe you, but I can’t. You’ve hurt me too many times.
Chuck: You can believe me this time.
Blair: Oh, is that it?
Chuck: I love you too.

CHUCKBLAIR.♥

Now you get it?

This is why iLOVECHUCKBASS. :D

Blanko.

2009-05-21T22:49:00.004+08:00

Ang sama-sama ng loob ko. Pakiramdam ko lagi na lang akong tinatalikuran ng mundo.

Kailangan pa bang i-please mo ang lahat, pati na ang mga kaibigan mo, para lang malaman nila na nag-eexist ka pala?

A Very Interesting Conversation.

2009-05-21T11:03:00.004+08:00

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the Problem Science has with GOD, the ALMIGHTY. He asked one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .

Professor: You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, you Believe in GOD ?
Student: Absolutely, sir.
Professor: Is GOD Good ?
Student: Sure.
Professor: Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?
Student: Yes.
Professor: My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal
him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill.
But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent)

Professor: You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young Fella.
Is GOD Good?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Is Satan good ?
Student: No.
Professor: Where does Satan come from ?
Student: From . . . GOD . . .
Professor: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student: Yes.
Professor: So who created evil ?

(Student did not answer)

Professor: Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness?
All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, who Created them ?

(Student had no answer)

Professor: Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe
the World around you.
Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?
Student: No, sir.
Professor: Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?
Student: No , sir.
Professor: Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD?
Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?
Student: No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor: Yet you still Believe in HIM?
Student: Yes.
Professor: According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol,
Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student: Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor: Yes, Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.

Student: Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor: Yes.
Student: And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor: Yes.
Student: No, sir. There isn't.

(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events )

Student: Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega
Heat, White Heat, a Little Heat or No Heat.
But we don't have anything called Cold.
We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat, but we can't go
any further after that.
There is no such thing as Cold.
Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat.
We cannot Measure Cold.
Heat is Energy.
Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.

(There was Pin-Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre )

Student: What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?
Professor: Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?
Student: You're wrong again, sir.
Darkness is the Absence of Something
You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . .
But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called
Darkness, isn't it?
In reality, Darkness isn't.
If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?
Professor: So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student: Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor: Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student: Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality.
You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD
and a Bad GOD.
You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something
we can measure.
Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought.
It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully
understood either one.
To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that
Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing.
Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it
Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved
from a Monkey?
Professor: If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of
course, I do.
Student: Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument was going )

Student: Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and
cannot even prove that this Process is an On-Going Endeavor,
Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir?
Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?

(The Class was in Uproar )

Student: Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?

(The Class broke out into Laughter )

Student: Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain,
Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . .
No one appears to have done so.
So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable,
Demonstrable Protocol,
Science says that You have No Brain, sir.
With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?

(The Room was Silent. The Professor stared at the Student, his face unfathomable)

Professor: I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student: That is it sir . . . Exactly !

The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH.
That is all that Keeps Things Alive and Moving.

~~http://www.upcatreview.com/forums/viewtopic.php?f=16&t=1206

Nakakaiinggit.

2009-05-18T10:16:00.000+08:00

MAMAMATAY AKO SA SOBRANG INGGIT. :(

Condolences

2009-05-06T21:34:00.003+08:00

CONDOLENCE to the COOK Family.

May you Rest in Peace, Mr. Adam Cook (person at the left).

Idol.

2009-04-29T20:28:00.008+08:00

A.L.: I'm not gay.

Tana: Of course you are.

HAHA. I don't have anything against him. Really.
I'm just basically not a fan of his/hers. :D

Archie & Cookey.

2009-04-20T22:38:00.030+08:00

I won't get to watch the two Davids perform live at MOA. Not anymore. And I don't know if this has got to do with life being so unfair. (Okay, drama. Walang kokontra. XD)

When I learned that they were having a concert here in the country, I got so ecstatic, I posted something about it here in my blog, including the two videos they had, telling that they were going to have the so-called concert.
I then researched everything about it. The date, time, place, ticket prices, and etc. And after a few days, I asked permission to my parents. I told everything about the concert and surprisingly, they allowed me to go since it was in MOA, and the ticket prices were affordable. Thank God for David Cook! He's my dad's favorite. Haha.

Edi, okay na. Solve na ang lahat!

Until... I've learned that we are going to have a general rehearsal on a Saturday, 16th of May (Apparently, this is the day that the two Davids will have their concert) at St. Scholastica. The rehearsal will be for our piano and voice recital on the 17th and 24th of May. And it will be impossible for me to go, because for sure, Papa won't allow me anymore. All of us will be so busy and tired before and after the recital. --I know this is what he's going to say.

But I can't do anything about it. I'll have to follow him.That's why I am so devastated at the moment. I just have to cancel that concert thing, because, the "piano & voice recital" is much more important than seeing my beloved Archie! I am more of a fan of his than Cookey's, you see. (Ask Caitlin or Acee or Ate Pat! XDD) But I do love the rocker! Really. He too, can make me melt. HAHA. :D

Anyway, I now conclude that life is never really fair! NEVER! XD
Whatever. I just feel so bad about this.

Akalain mong, isang taon ko `tong hinintay. Isang taon! Matagal na rin yun, ano. Eh, kung last year nga, pinangarap ko pang lumipad ng LA, para lang mapanood silang dalawa. Pagkatapos, ngayon, ayan lang, malapit na malapit, hindi ko pa mapapanood.

Pesteng destiny yan. HAHA. Don't worry, Archie or Cookey or Archie...

I know, we'll meet someday! XD

Ooh. It's Syesha at teh back! -Extra.

I'm Back.

2009-04-19T23:02:00.006+08:00

I am frickin' back! :D

We just came back from Bicol this afternoon. My 2 weeks vacation there was FUN, FUN, FUN! I'll be posting about that some other time though, because my mind's already tired, and so are my eyes.

So, ta ta fer now. I'll be back soon!

Goodnight folks! n_n

Hello Summer!

2009-04-03T19:20:00.012+08:00

NOW PLAYING;; First of Summer by Urbandub

HELLOOOOO SUMMER 2K9!

Ow'yeah. :D

I'll be on vacation fer 2 weeks. && I am reaaalllllyyy ecstatic! Haha.

Anyhoo, enjoy your summer folks!

~~Ciao. ♥

Archie & Cookey.

2009-04-02T16:55:00.020+08:00

OH. KILL ME. KILL ME NOW, PLEASE! XD

HYPERVENTILATING! XD

I actually do miss watching them perform on Idol. :D

Earth Hour.

2009-03-24T08:32:00.020+08:00

Created to take a stand against the greatest threat our planet has ever faced, Earth Hour uses the simple action of turning off the lights for one hour to deliver a powerful message about the need for action on global warming.

This simple act has captured the hearts and minds of people all over the world. As a result, at 8pm-9pm on the 29 March, 2008 millions of people will unite and switch off their lights for Earth Hour.

Turning off the lights for an hour wouldn't hurt. In fact, it can even be a big help to dear Planet Earth to battle against Global Warming.

Click here for more details.

Each and everyone of us know that we have to make a stand.
C'mon! Let us be one with the world by supporting and participating in Earth Hour.

Sabi nga ng Pupil--- "TURN OFF THE LIGHTS NOW, TURN OFF THE LIGHTS NOW!" :)

Chemistrrrrrr...

2009-03-23T21:11:00.032+08:00

As soon as I logged-in to my YM, the offline message box popped up...

"Justino: to all st alphonsus de orozco', may oral defence daw tomorrow ayon kay ms madriñan, idk kung baket,. may oral defence tayo, i think requirement naten un sa chem?.. ay basta,, spread the word.
Ako: Seryoso ka?
Justino: OPO, seryoso ako sa sinabe ko.. nde ko alam ang time.. "

Yeah. You read that right!

I tried to confirm if what Justino had PM-ed us was really serious. So I asked my classmates who were also online. Alas, they responded they weren't sure either.

Seriously, man?

Well, I won't care anymore. Why should I anyway? Besides, we already have our final grades computed and we're getting our cards on the 30th.

Even in the last minute, Chemistry's still a pain in the ass.

God.

2009-03-21T21:35:00.002+08:00

Trust in God with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding.

Last Day.

2009-03-20T19:42:00.058+08:00

Last Day...

First thing in the morning, we did the item analysis of examinations. I wouldn't dare explaining that to you, tho.
About 10:30 am, immediately after finishing that task, my friends and I got together, ate our early lunch and shared stories. Afterwards, we decided to go to the canteen, since we didn't have anything left to do in the classroom. We stayed there for a couple of hours, eating and sharing stories again.
When the heat intensified, we headed back to the classroom.

`Twas 1:00 pm, an hour before dismissal. Apparently, we all became bored and sluggish...

Aah, yes. Most slept.

Others just stared blankly into space.

On the other hand, the boys...

uhh yeah, played 10-20! xD

However, to kill the boredom...

Caitlin, Shae and I decided to just let the craziness flow out of our systems.

With Inno and a few trophies! :D

At 2:00 pm, we finally bid our farewells to each other. Nothing special, though. Normal goodbyes, hugs and kisses.

Oho. GOOD TIMES! I'll definitely miss it. :|

Urbandub, I love.

2009-03-19T17:51:00.007+08:00

The world it turns with us
Hold me in closer, don’t let go of me
Now we close our eyes and let go to the night
The night we feel alive.

URBANDUB

PEEYBORITKOOSILA!

The best there is.. :D

Vampire Knight.

2009-03-16T23:44:00.014+08:00

I just finished watching the 1st Season of Vampire Knight!

I Love! <333

I'm on to watching the 2nd Season starting tomorrow..

Ta ta. Goodnight folks! n_n

OVER.

2009-03-14T14:01:00.010+08:00

At last! The ~~goddamn~~ final exams are O-V-E-R.
OVER I tell you! THANK GOD. :D
No more restless days. No more sleepless nights.
~~Projects. Assignments. Quizzes. Exams.~~

I'll be bidding goodbye to school works for 2 months! :)))

~~~

Sabi ko pa naman kay God...
Tulungan niyo po sana ako na hindi ma-tempt.

Okay. Obviously, I asked Him for guidance, so that I won't be tempted to ~~cheat.~~

Honestly, I was able break the record `till the 10th exam. Pero hindi na kinaya ng powers ko sa pinakahuling test. It was Advanced Algebra. I was running out of time and I badly needed those CORRECT ANSWERS. Kasi, hindi ko talaga siya maipapasa.

I know what your thinking.....

You see, sa mga ganitong exams kasi, pinaiiral ko ang pangongopya kapag sobrang WALA na TALAGA. Basta, yun na yun...
At sa totoo lang, nag-aral talaga ako ano. Hindi lang talaga kinaya ng utak ko noong mga panahon na iyon. Haha.

Yung 10 points na last part kasi, may equations tapos mag-sosolve ng 3 unknowns. Madali lang siya! Ang kaso, kulang yung time kung mag-susubstitute method pa ako. Ang tagal-tagal nun. Saka, babalikan ko pa yung mga numbers na hindi ko nasasagutan. Mas maganda talaga kung gagamit ng CALCULATOR. Eh yung calcu ko, antigo na. Hindi ko siya magawa. Na-tempt tuloy ako. Kinopya ko yung 10 numbers sa huli.

SORRY Lord. :(

God.

2009-03-08T15:00:00.003+08:00

Prayer does not change things.
Prayer changes people.

People change things.

Moses, Moses

2009-03-07T07:30:00.018+08:00

Moses, Moses...
A play by Rogelio Sikat

The story revolves around a schoolteacher, Regina Calderon, who believed so much in the Philippine justice system to resolve the rape of her daughter, Aida, by the mayor’s son. She even refused the attractive offer of the mayor for her to withdraw the case. However, her eldest son, Tony, placed the law in his hands. Both met tragic fates in the end of the story.

Our MAPEH teacher is the moderator of a theater group in our school. And maybe, he thought... Perhaps my pupils could do something different for a project.

And then...we were tasked to do a production/play for our MAPEH Project.
That was two? months ago.
It was a very tense thing to do, you see. We don't know anything about making a production!

I was originally the stage manager, but unfortunate for me, one of my tasks was to take over an actor whenever he/she could not make up for the role he/she is assigned to.
One of the actors, who was supposed to do the role of Aida (the raped daughter), was absent for 2 weeks because of her chicken pox.
I tried to manage her part and thank God, it went well. :)

We had two shows. The first one was last Thursday. It was like Judgment Day. Our teacher watched and graded us according to our performance.
The free show which was yesterday, was the last show we had, wherein we asked some people to watch our play. Obviously, we needed an audience!
And mind you, the second day was better than the first.

I had fun, really. Kahit grabe yung hassle. Akalain mong, kailangan mong mag memorize ng mga lines tapos aaralin mo ng bonggang-bongga yung pag-arte, paggalaw etc. Mahirap siya...Swear! Lalo na't hindi naman talaga dapat yun ang gagawin mo.
Pero, Experience rin naman. Overall, masaya! Haha.

Too bad, my camera wasn't working properly when it was already my turn to be on stage. I didn't have at least one photo taken. :(

Anyway...Galing talaga ng ADO! Oha. :D

God.

2009-03-01T12:21:00.004+08:00

~~Temptation comes in beauty and in half-truths.
~~Idleness is the play thing of the devil.

Let us open our eyes.

RESIST TEMPTATION.

Serve God, and God will take care of you.

Inspiration.

2009-02-27T22:23:00.010+08:00

A little bit of Inspiration...

`♥

~~Hoho. :)

---

2 DOWN.
I am already done with the Filipino movie review & SPDF/Bingo cards for teh Chemistry IP.
Hurrah! Yay fer me. :D

---

I'll be plurkin' fer a while, and then I'd doze off.

Maybe you could drop by;;
My Plurk.

My brain's totally dead beat!

So....

Ta ta. Goodnight folks! n_n

Sing a Song.

2009-02-27T10:03:00.009+08:00

I know sometimes it's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Can't sleep through the pain)

The song got deeply into my head...

~~~LSS. haha. :))

---

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

I accessed to iTunes>iTunes Store yesterday.
I clicked 'Top Songs', and then I found this: Top 24 Thinking of You by Katy Perry.

Honestly, I love Perry's songs and I haven't heard the 'Thinking of You' yet. So I downloaded the song from LimeWire.

I dunno why, but the song truly touched my heart.
I liked it a lot. :)

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you,
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I was looking into your eyes...

Absent.

2009-02-27T08:47:00.018+08:00

I feel terrible for the reason that I still have this harsh cold I had since the other night. And it's getting even worse. :|
So, upon waking up earlier this morning, I've decided not to go to school today. Anyway, the dismissal's 10 am, so I also thought that I'd rather stay home and spend my morning doing school stuffs.

I/We still have tons of ruthless matters piled up to accomplish. And I don't even think that I'd be able to finish them all in one day.

~ Chemistry Investigatory Project - Additional SPDF/Bingo cards
~ TLE Monthly Exam - Lettering of the CSA HYMN
~ Integrated Project in TLE, SS and MAPEH - Lettering/Drawing
~ Project in Filipino - Movie Review

There are still other things to be done, but I couldn't reckon the rest of them anymore. So, I'd prolly stick to what are on the list for now, until I finally figure out what those other things are.

Kinikilig.

2009-02-26T21:31:00.001+08:00

KINIKILIG AKOOOOOO. ♥

FTW. XDDDDD

Battle of the Bands II.

2009-02-26T20:56:00.011+08:00

Yesterday: Battle of the Bands.

You see, this isn't really my thing.
But I certainly had fun last night.
I didn't finish the event though. I went home 30 minutes earlier, before it ended.

I watched him perform anyhow, so I'm already satisfied with that. :)

SYNTAX ERROR
- The band of the 4 boys who are from our class, plus the other boy who is from another class.

~Lance Cabalhin
~Carlo Tamayao
~Paul Adan
~Brylle Padilla
~Hector Bersamina

The SYNTAX ERROR band.
It reminds me/us of Calculators.
Yes, yes. The name's a bit odd. But I think it's better than those other names they've chosen before.

Talk about having a band called "Katrina's Fury?" Sheesh. xD

Furthermore, I thought they went well. If it weren't for some dilemmas, they could've rocked the house down too! Haha. :)
Nevertheless, I can still say that I'm proud of these people.
They really got this talent.

Battle of the Bands.

2009-02-24T21:12:00.007+08:00

Hoho. Foundation week namin.
Oh, ano meron?

Battle of the Bands bukas.
Tutugtog siya! At gusto ko siyang mapanuod. :)

Yun lang naman talaga ang ipupunta ko e. Wala na akong pakielam sa iba. Haha.
At saka, halos lahat din ng mga kaibigan ko, pupunta. Kahit na SAPILITAN.

Oo. Tama ang nababasa ninyo. SAPILITAN lang ang pagpunta nila doon. Haha.
Eh, kasi naman....

Sayang din ang Isang Daang Piso, ano.

Wala lang. xD

SANAPAYAGANNAAKO
SANAPAYAGANNAAKO
SANAPAYAGANNAAKO
SANAPAYAGANNAAKO. :))

Chuck Bass.

2009-02-20T16:43:00.009+08:00

Chuck Bass. ♥

I don't even know why I go gaga over this guy, considering that he's this nasty, malevolent, vicious bloke. Plus, he's also a traitor!

Naww. He's still sweet in some ways. :)

God.

2009-02-15T18:52:00.001+08:00

I turn to you, Lord, in times of trouble, and you fill me up with the joy of salvation.

Today.

2009-02-14T22:03:00.003+08:00

Happy Heart's Day. ♥

Sad Movies.

2009-02-13T18:13:00.006+08:00

SAD MOVIES, always make me cry...

I've just watched the Korean movie, A Moment to Remember.

I tell you...
It made me cry buckets of tears.

Lost Phone.

2009-02-10T18:52:00.002+08:00

I lost my effin' phone!

SHIT.

How would I tell this to my parents?

Oh, God. PLEASE HELP ME!

SHIT. SHIT. SHIT. >.<

God.

2009-02-08T20:59:00.001+08:00

Praise the Lord who heals the broken-hearted.

Foolish.

2009-02-08T20:19:00.022+08:00

I wanted to rest and take my high heeled sandals off, because my feet were already aching.
As I sat down, the music started to play...

What if I never knew
What if I never found you
I'd never have this feeling in my heart
How did this come to be
I don't know how you found me...

Until... this boy came. I looked up and saw him offering his left hand. I unconsciously took it and stood up, without realizing that my right sandal was left under the table.

And there we were, on the dance floor, dancing slowly in silence, moving to the beat of the music.

Then, I began to close my eyes and gradually lay my head on his chest.
I just felt it the whole time I was in his arms.
As it came to pass, thoughts were clashing into my mind.
What could have ever happened if...

The next thing I knew, tears were already gushing from my eyes.
I couldn't help it. There were mixed emotions of guilt, sadness and hurt rushing through my veins. And the last thing I wanted to happen was to impede everything.
It was a different feeling. A very different one.

Before I knew it, the music stopped.

Both of us already live in two different worlds.
He has a she now..

And here I am, foolishly hoping time would turn back.

STARBUCKS.

2009-02-07T23:55:00.004+08:00

Lethargic. Frazzled. Sleepy.

Thank you dear Mocha Frappe for helping me ooze out the brain pain.

Tomorrow's teh Day.

2009-02-05T18:07:00.004+08:00

PROM = Tomorrow.
I dunno what to expect.

I got my gown, I had my nails done...

Haha. Wala lang. Share. :)

And tomorroowww..... I'd still be going to school. Imagine on prom day, hassle pa muna sa umaga. I/We still have to wake up early in the morning just to attend the mass. Tapos ano? Uuwi lang din naman after. Hindi manlang nila naisip na sayang sa gasolina at uniporme yun. PFFT.
Malamang, bukas, karamihan ay hindi na rin papasok.. Pero ako....kailangang-kailangan ko talaga pumasok.
Ipapasa ko kasi yung Handmade Paper sa Chemistry. Dapat nga nun Wednesday pa due yun, kaya lang yun nauna kong gawa na papel! Walang kwenta...NADUROG.

Oh...oh..alam ko naman iniisip mo e. Haha.
Grabe, prom na prom, grades pa rin iniisip. HMPP. Kung hindi lang talaga malakas ang impact ng mahal naming guro....

Scho_OL

2009-02-04T10:41:00.004+08:00

I'm at school today, here in the Computer laboratory. There'll be no group reporting so we had our internet session instead.

I WANT TO GO HOME and SLEEP. o_O

1 more day to go before PROM!
Pfft. -_-

GO RF! :D

2009-02-02T20:15:00.016+08:00

I was depressed the whole day yesterday, and I wanted to do something that would somehow cheer me up.

I remembered the Australian Open Finals it's Tennis, baby. Maybe this is a bit odd. Me, talking about sports? Well, in actual fact, I am secretly obsessed with it. Particularly in team sports such as Soccer, Tennis & Baksetball. :)
Going back, the match was Men's Singles, between Roger Federer and Rafael Nadal if you don't know them, you might as well die :p.

Sooo....since I was in favor of Federer, I tried to look for means and artistic ways in order to cheer him! as if I was one of the people watching their game in Melbourne.

Don't mind my insanity..

F stands for Federer! :D

I know--- I'm LAME. Haha.

--Teddy was cheering for him too! &&. Err. Parang pokpok yun doll. XD

Hershey's Kisses Truffle Creme--SPONSOR! Haha. XD

I still do have a lot of pictures taken, but I won't be posting all of them here anymore.

Anyway, I just did this for fun. As I've told you earlier, I was depressed. The good thing was this work of mine quite made me happy too, although it was in a not-so-artistic way.

But the bad thing was, Roger lost. :( He even shed some tears before the awarding ceremony, he couldn't help it, you know. Wala! Bully ka Nadal. Haha. xp still, the audience applauded him for doing a great job in his career as a professional Tennis player even though he lost this one, his supposed to be 14th grand slam win!
And yes, he was and will still continuously be great! :)

---a bit HAPPY. :D

Peace.

2009-02-01T15:56:00.002+08:00

Why won't we give PEACE a chance?

Melancholy.

2009-01-29T21:22:00.016+08:00

I want the older days back.
Moments in time when I constantly gave ear-to-ear grins, which I'm typically known for. I didn't have to care, be worried and be scared about what tomorrow would bring.
And most importantly, I had my happy place.
I was happy.

And now what?

I cry. A lot.
I become more sensitive every time I get hurt. And this unfathomable cut here, in my poor throbbing heart, grows even more unfathomable. Well no, this isn't about love. Particularly, love towards a him. I suppose, you know what I mean.
I just feel a lot different. Different from who I used to be. I now often feel downhearted. Sad. Tired. Melancholic, as if my soul's torn or something. Moreover, I can't help but think and worry all the time.
It's deviant how I spend most of my time staring into space. Silent and simply allowing my thoughts to wander off. When folks spot me, they'd ask, "Tana, okay ka lang ba?" Then I give an awkward smirk, and respond, "Oo, okay lang ako". They'd answer, "Ang tahimik mo kasi eh" or "Ang tahimik mo nanaman eh".
I'd try to compose myself and get back to reality. My brain goes WHAT'SWRONGWITHMEWHAT'SWRONGWITHMEWHAT'SWRONGWITHME!
What the hell is wrong with me?
There are even times when I'm with some chums, I'll be unvoiced and I'd have this tedious look on my face. When they'll be able to observe that, they'd ask , "Tana, okay ka lang ba?" As usual, I'd answer, "Oo, okay lang ako". Which is in fact true. Then they'd answer back, "Ganyan na ba talaga ang normal mong mukha?". dot dot dot
People aren't just used to seeing me cheerless.

Ever since last year, when Mr. Problem and Ms. Stress came rushing towards me and filled my whole system up, I've been acting as the total opposite of a once bright and breezy *me*.
I don't smile much now. Sometimes I even think that I don't have time for it anymore.

I miss the old days.
I miss the ol' me.
I miss the times when my eyebrows weren't always touching.
I miss how I don't have to think too much.
I just miss how I'd laugh about everything.

I want my happy place back.
I want to be happy again.

-Lemme' be melodramatic for awhile. I don't have anyone to talk to, except you my dear blog-ee. :(

Procrastinate.

2009-01-26T21:20:00.008+08:00

I'm supposed to be reflecting on Barack Obama's speech for tomorrow's activity in English class. We'll be having another formal theme writing about it. I should as well be solving the given volume-to-volume stoichiometric problem in Chemistry. Plus, I have to do the lettering thing in TLE!
It's already late and I haven't accomplished even a single homework yet. And still, I am utterly lazy. So, I'll be doing those stuffs tomorrow instead.
Oh, man. Procrastinating again. I know I should stop practicing that kind of doing. But I really can't help it. o___O

When will I ever learn?

Prayer?

2009-01-26T20:10:00.003+08:00

J: Thank you that the newly elected president of the United States is Barack Obama. May you bless him, so as our English teacher, Mr. Cyril Francis Licyayo, because someday, he might also be the next president of the Philippines.

J: LORD, Thank you for the wind that we feel even though it is polluted.

Small statements taken from his-slash-her own made prayer.
As you read that, you may think that it isn't funny at all. Kung narinig niyo lang kanina, 'twas hilarous. XD You'll probably have to hold your laughter.

*coughs* Sorry po Lord.

God.

2009-01-24T21:47:00.000+08:00

I won't let little things upset me, with the help of God.

HP6

2009-01-24T14:26:00.035+08:00

I've been a fan of the fictional based Harry Potter series ever since the first movie came out. I think I was about 7 years of age that time. I've learned then that there were these Harry Potter books compiled in a (as what I've just said) series. And since I had this passion in reading, I started collecting them! Until then, my love for it grew.
Okay, so I love Twilight now. Or was it just yesterday? But I'll always love Harry Potter. That's ALWAYS and incessantly. Oha! Which came first, eh? :p
I am pretty excited about the upcoming movie. Harry Potter 6: Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. But I won't heighten my hopes too much so I wouldn't get disappointed, like what I've felt after watching the previous films, HP4 and HP5. I know, I know... The ones making the motion picture cannot possibly carry out the exact flow of the story. -DETAILED. But I think it would still turn out to be quite good and...it will be way, way better than the Twi movie. Haha.

HARRY POTTER. ♥
Of course. :)

I was hoping that the young Tom Riddle would be more good-looking. Haha.

BEFORE:

Still, BEFORE:

He's quite handsome. :)

Teh CURLS! :D

--Those three pictures portraying his teenage appearance, were from HP2 Chamber of Secrets. You know, the flash-back? the diary? During that time, he was in his 5th year in Hogwarts.

AFTER:

Oh, c'mon Voldee! Do you really need to grin?

It's LUNA! ♥
Ooh. Her long golden curls! :)

Bloodcurdling Bellatrix.
Well...not really, I suppose.
I thought this picture of her looked funny.

--I'll try to post a lot more next time, alright? Ta ta. :)

Oh well.

2009-01-21T18:02:00.008+08:00

I cannot believe I just blew it off.
Yes, dear blog-ee, it was my Chemistry exam!
I wasn't able to finish answering most of the items andandand...after that, I just felt this twinge nibbling my innards and it made me want to cry. But I didn't cry out loud. It was just here inside held in reserve.
I knew I was confident enough that I'll be able to answer most of the questions because I focused studying most on that subject.
When I finally received the exam papers, I first checked if the pages of the questionnaire were complete, then I started answering the first question. When I read the second question, then and there it hit me! Mental Block* I completely forgot what to do next! I began to check the clock from time to time as I answered some other questions. And as for majority of the queries, I struggled trying to figure out how in the world will I answer them. My hands even started to shudder when I learned that there was only little time left and I've only answered 60 percent of the problems and most of which weren't sure. So, I panicked and panicked and panicked until the bell eventually rang.
Come to think of it, eh? It sure was a hell of a crap! Really.

Anyway, Geometry was easy -I cannot believe I am saying this. And it kind of took me by surprise. Thank God it was a multiply choice type of test and it made it easier for me!

Filipino. It sort of made me abhor Noli me Tangere. Period.

Oh well. So much for that.

Oha! Chuck Baaaasssss! :D

He makes me want to...to...to...

God.

2009-01-17T23:18:00.003+08:00

Start small and God will bless you with more...

What About P-R-O-M?

2009-01-10T15:14:00.009+08:00

Everyone's been talking about PROM. It's a month away and I haven't even chosen a gown yet. I am far away from being excited, not because I'm scared or nervous about this social gathering, but it's just that, I don't feel it. FEEEEL it. Period.
Most of our teachers would tell us or comment that we are the only batch they know who isn't excited about prom. I don't really know the reason behind the fact that we feel this way, considering that when we were in our lower years we were awfully thrilled to have this kind of event. We even had this Bequeathal Ceremony during our 5th and 6th grade years, which I only think exists at our school. XD It is somehow equivalent to prom. The only differences are; we wear our gala uniforms, it is held in our school's audi-gym and it starts early afternoon and ends up about 6.
Anyhoo, I just can't believe I'm unbelievably lazy about dealing with this. Prom.
But despite that, I'll still go of course. Haha. This would only be twice in a lifetime, or maybe just once!
I just hope the incoming experience would prove me wrong.

Farewell 2008.

2008-12-31T01:21:00.018+08:00

HAPPY 2K9! :D

:(

2008-12-30T23:37:00.006+08:00

It's been quite a long time since I've touched the computer. There had been series of happy and crappy events these past few days. But fer now, I won't post anything about `em. I don't really have the spirit to do so.

Uhh. It's another insomniac night for me, and I haven't had a good night sleep yet since the start of our Christmas vacation.
And I thought that I'd be able to release all the stress this time, but I guess it's not quite working.

Make me HAPPY.

I NEED MY BESTFRIENDS. :(

ADO.

2008-12-19T21:30:00.001+08:00

My ADO. ♥

yess!

2008-12-18T22:23:00.011+08:00

Soo, the ~~goddamn~~ monthly exams just finished off. <-OVERWHELMED. XD I don't think I did a good job in answering though, especially in Advanced Algebra. I thought it was going to be easy. Stupid fraction exponents. pfft. x.x Anyway, I just really hope and pray to God that I'll have a good score in Chemistry. Masyado kong pinag-aralan yun kaya sana lang talaga! And I also owe something to our dearest Chemistry teacher. Haha. So, I really need this good score...Badly. o.O

Tomorrow's our Cristmas party and I can't wait any longer!
And oh, I just finished making these certificates for our tomorrow's awards ceremony.
Nakakaloka din palang mag-organize nito at...nakakapagod mag-edit. Amff. At naman, hindi pa ko magaling dito, so kahit alam kong pangit at katiting lang maapreciate sana. XD

Tonight's my last puyaat of the year! woo. o.O

If Only.

2008-12-14T15:53:00.015+08:00

"And this one's a heart...My heart. It's yours now" :)

IF ONLY

After his impetuous musician girlfriend, Samantha, dies in an accident shortly after they had a fight (and nearly broke up), a grief-stricken British businessman, Ian Wyndham, living in London gets a chance to relive the day all over again, in the hope of changing the events that led up to her getting killed.

I just watched this film "If Only" last night. And well, it was awfully sad that it made me cry buckets of tears. I was really touched and moved by it.

Watch it. It's a nice film.

Guys should practically know a woman's worth.

erm.

2008-12-08T16:07:00.017+08:00

So, just this morning, as I was organizing some stuffs in one of my drawers, I inadvertently found my childhood diary. I picked it up and rummaged into the pages.

And so, all my big-fat secrets (which were never, ever revealed to anyone) crossed over my more matured mind once again. I was a bit discomfited and well, embarrassed because.....

Whatever. ampp. XD

What did I do next?
Well, I tore the pages and threw them all to the garbage bin! So much for memories.

Yeaa, CRAZY. @_@

Hape Bertdeii Ate Isy! :D

2008-12-07T00:08:00.006+08:00

So, here it goes...

HAPPY, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE MA. GRACE SALINAS!

-ate krissy. :)

Ayaan, sa taas, nakikita ng buong sambayanan. May magandang, magandang, magandang, magandang............

bulaklak.
-joke time. XD

Naisipan ko lang talaga gumawa nito. Birthday gift ko na rin para sa'yo, :D

Anyway, sana po matupad na rin ang mga wishes mo sa buhay. Thankyou sa lahat, sobra-sobrang naappreciate ko talaga! Lalo na kapag may problema ako, lagi ka nandyan para gabayan saka tulungan ako. Pati na sa tawanan saka mga sikreto.
Sorry din po sa lahat ng shortcomings ko. Hindi ko man sinasadyang gawin.

Ayuun po. Goodluck sa college! Wish ko na maging successfull ka sa kung ano man ang gawin mo sa buhay. :)

SOBRANG namiss kita. :D

Mag-iingat ka po parati! &&. May you grow deeper in God's love.
GODBLESS!

Mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na....

ang Bigas at Gas ngayooon. XD

at. ang cute.....

nun puno! XD

JOKE lang talaga. :D

Syempre, ikaw na yun maganda saka cute. Hindi na joke, promise! haha.

LOTSA LOVE FROM ME TO YOU! :)))

-tanana.

lalalalove James. :)

2008-12-05T21:34:00.005+08:00

James ♥
~~slash-Cam-Gigandet~~

one of the hottest villains ever born! HAHA.

-no way can you compare him to...

VOLDEMORT na walang ilong at kasinkulay ng mukha ni Michael Jackson.

:):

2008-12-01T16:23:00.010+08:00

Pretty cool, eh? :)

too bad my brother wasn't around and he didn't see this. x|

---

Hark back to...

I miss them to death. :(
My so-called family during our freshman year.

FIELD TRIP.

2008-11-15T07:41:00.013+08:00

Yesterday was our field trip in Biak-na-Bato, San Miguel, Bulacan. And it was the best I've had so far, I guess because it was DEFINETELY NEW & EXCITING. Comparing our previous field trips to this one, the past one's were almost LAME. The hell they were! Since gradeschool. Oo, malas talaga ang batch namin.
Other batches would always have their fieldtrips in new places, or anywhere really exciting, way, way better than ours. Ours were always in either MANILA, lalo na doon sa pauli-ulit na lang na INTRAMUROS or just somwhere plain boring like museums and alike, wherein the only fun we had come to experience was in the BUS.

Biak-na-Bato

So the trekking part was real fun. :)
I was pretty amazed by the caves, just because I've learned that nature has still something to give. :) Too bad, I didn't have my camera with me.
Though, it was really a challenge, especially in the last cave we've gone through, which was very dark, deep and masikip. I even remembered the part wherein all of us would really have to bend, because we wouldn't fit if we stood. Parang nagccrawl na rin kami. Since it took a long time before we could get out of the place, Carlo said, "Pano ba yan, paglabas natin dito may Osteoporosis na tayo!" It let us burst into laughter. xD
Talking about the mud, it had been the STICKIEST and SLIPPERIEST mud I've ever encountered. I even had my shoe taken out of my foot several times and also getting it stuck a long time after the part where we had to climb a ladder. The woman there even told me, "Hayaan mo na nga lang, iwanan mo na lang yan diyan" after she couldn't help me take it out. But I didn't, cause I can't do that. Mahal ko yong sapatos na yon. Patay pa ako sa nanay ko kapag hindi ko inuwi. Thank God, my classmate Mark was behind me and helped me take it out. *applause* for the extreme effort. xD

Oh yes, around of applause too for the boys who helped us, girls. They were really in their gentleman-ish manner. :)
Thankyou!

So there...

Blablabla....
We ate lunch in the bus while it was moving. Too bad for me, I baon-ed rice.

Going to SOS. (Teh orphanage. I forgot what SOS stands for.)

Matagal yung biyahe. So we watched SAW II and then KULAM.

---

SOS.

'Twas kind of boring there. We just stopped by to give the donations but we didn't have the chance to meet the kids.

---

STOPOVER at SHEL.

Dinumog ang Starbucks.
Pinatakbo na lang kami ni Shae, knowing that, mahaba nanaman ang pila.

Then, I ended up seating beside Sir Licyayo, who ate the sandwiches I baon-ed. x)

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We reached school at about 7? Still early, I know. Nakakainis. XD

GAH.

2008-11-12T22:27:00.009+08:00

It's 10:27 pm, it's late and I'm still up.
I'm having troubles with my sleep again. :(

---

As hard as I'm trying to take them off of my head-slash-brain...
these so many stupid, freakish, odd and stressful
thoughts still continue to go in and out of it.
And it's driving me NUTS!
GAAAAHHHH!

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ow, yea.
BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
MRS. MILAGROS NAPAY!

Our dearest and most beloved adviser.

Much love....from me and ADO too. :)

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SCREW CHEMISTRY!

SCREW CHEMISTRY to the deepest pits of hell!

Aaaandd now, my brain cells are dying.

They are D-Y-I-N-G.

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Pampaaliw:

[(:{) }

Natumbang Pringles! weh. xD

-from Caitlin. :)

DONE.

2008-11-09T19:03:00.012+08:00

I've been wanting to have this blogger thang.
I've already made gazillion accounts before, and I failed to make all of those work.
Yes, they didn't work. Apparently, I suck at these things.

And after practicing this-so-called PATIENCE, finally I now have my new online utopia!

CREDITS TO:
CHILOE CERRAFON...

For helping me make this work!

you're the best. :] HURRAAH!